As the night comes

Tonight is one of those times when I have no idea why I am up so late. So what do you do when you realize that you are awake even though you have to wake up early next morning. I could go lie down and keep wondering what would make me fall asleep or I could just stop wondering and use the extra hours that have been given to me. Tomorrow is not going to change. I might not wake up early or I might still manage to do so. But that is something that I can care about only when it happens.

There are a couple things that I could do now -

• I could read the book that I picked up two days back - Shantaram. It is a lengthy book that is going to take some time to finish and I haven't been reading much these days.
• I could arrange my wardrobe. I have been meaning to do that for the last two weeks. It would have been more but I wasn't home for the last three months.
• I could finish the entry I started on my Australia trip. No, it is not in the blog. No, it will not be. 
• I could read a few more poems. I started it a couple of days back when a friend asked me to read her a poem. I haven't stopped reading yet. I am sure if this continues, she will regret that she asked me to read her a poem.
• I could finish the leftover work from today morning. Nah! I will do that tomorrow. I will have to wake up early.
• I could blog. So I am blogging. 

I do not have much to blog actually. These days thoughts are too superficial. They just don't form words that I can pen down. The thoughts, they feel like distant whispers, too loud to ignore but too soft to capture. So I have learned to ignore them over time. It is like you get used to the rumbling sound of train if you live near the train tracks or the sound of rain if you stay in a tin roofed house. It is not pleasant, really. It is sad. I wake up in the morning with a hundred things in my mind. Most of them arrange themselves to become to-do lists. Lists that I have to check off before the night comes down. And I still miss quite a few of them. The others that couldn't make into the lists, stay there for days, sometimes months and are not heard until a day like today comes. And then I pick up one of them and pen down a blog or read a poem or talk to someone. And then they are forgotten for another month. A month is too long. But I seem to notice it only after it has passed.

They all say that we are given all equal time. I must keep losing those somewhere. Perhaps I have just misplaced them somewhere and there will come a day when I will have so much time that I wouldn't know what to do with them.

Not that I sleepy, yet. But the fact that I have to wake up early tomorrow is nagging me somewhere in my mind so I will take leave. Just in case you want to listen to my poetry reading, you can click here. And by any chance if you happen to like it and have any request, leave me a comment.

Good night. 

On the journeys of my life

I remember travelling a lot. Every two or three years, we would pack our bags and set off for a new destination. Not all of them have been awesome but I grew to love them nevertheless. I loved the places and more than that I loved the preparation, the journey, the anticipation before knowing where I will be next.  I have never stopped boasting about it. Even today if I get a chance, I do that. I tell people that the number of states that I lived in is more than I can count on my fingers, I tell them that I have lived the life of the drought prone villages as well as the national capital of the country. I tell them I had travelled in trains, buses, flights, jeeps, and even trucks before I was even 10. I never, never regret those journeys or places. I am not in touch with any of the people from there. I don't think I will recognise them if I ever come across any of them. I don't think I remember the places much either but only in bits and pieces, the amazing journeys and the feelings that came with it. 

But I was young then, intrigued by the idea of new people, new places, new stories, new friends. Later in life, I have wondered how different would I have been if there were no journeys. I have wondered how is it to grow up rooted in a single place with same neighbours, with friends whom you know from childhood throughout your life. I have wondered if it would have been much the same. Perhaps not. Today I know that transfers are different from travels. That it is possible to travel and still be rooted to a place. I don't know how different that would have been or how similar. I know that if I have to choose for today, I will choose travel over transfer but not for yesterday. 

The yesterday's journeys have given me a thirst for novelty, curiosity to know more, travel (a little), to try and know people, to be a little more sensitive to differences, to be open to ideas, to be comfortable with solitude and more than that to love books. But perhaps it is also because of travels, that the idea of settling down unsettles me.To be in a place with no thoughts of ever leaving it, frightens me. The journeys have also made me detest cities. I like the calmness of towns and villages better. I probably miss out the fact that there are less luxuries and opportunities there, that my line of work allows me to stay only in big cities (That's not true at all. Never believe that no matter what your line of work is!). But the cities scare me and I continue to live there. (Such is life!) 

They say the towns are no better these days. But how can they say, when they don't know what is it that I am scared of, when I have no idea what is it that I scared of. We are shaped by the journeys we have taken and also the ones that we have missed. A person can be known better by the things he or she evades than the ones he or she is ready to confront. How much do I know myself?

Guest Post - Behind the Magnifying Glass

Here is the good news. I am blogging again. I will be more realistic this time and keep my blogging to weekends only. As a commitment to my blogging effort, here is a guest post from IndiaBookStore. Thank you IndiaBookStore for this beautiful article. :)

Behind the Magnifying Glass- A List of Favourite Fictional Detectives

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Favourite fictional detectives are not unlike old friends- you know their quirks, you are familiar with their methods and yet, so often, they show a dazzling display of brilliance and a capability to surprise you which reminds you all over again why you love them so much. While fiction has had its share of brilliant detectives, here is an extremely subjective list of my favourite detectives, whose stories I can always re-read with relish, no matter how well-remembered the culprit and the plot, just for the sheer joy of reading them. 

1. Sherlock Holmes- How does one not begin with Sherlock Holmes? A character so beloved that generation after generation tries to replicate him in books, TV series and films. Arthur Conan Doyle’s sleuth was so iconic that Doyle was forced to bring him back from dead, eight years after he had killed him off, due to sheer public pressure. Sherlock’s strength lies in the fact that the stories are both character and plot driven. Hence, readers not only remember the fascinating details of the Red-Headed league or the chilly atmosphere of the moors in The Hound of the Baskervilles, they also remember the easy camaraderie of Holmes and Watson with the same fondness and delight. Holmes remains a cultural icon even today and recent adaptations merely add to the greatness of the original detective.
2. Hercule Poirot and Miss Marple- This remains a cheat since Poirot, a retired Belgian police officer living in London (first seen in The Mysterious Affair at Styles, 1920), and amateur detective Jane Marple, an elderly spinster living in St. Mary Mead (first seen in The Murder at the Vicarage, 1930) are unique detectives who would probably have balked if they ever had had to solve a mystery together. Agatha Christie’s iconic characters, whose stories are the third most widely published books in the world, are brilliant, observant and polar opposites of each other. However, the main essence of their books lies not in their well crafted mysteries, but in the human interest present in the books. Christie spends pages devoted to developing characters so that by the end, we not only want the culprit caught; we want the rest to be proven innocent. The characters, the banters, the humour, the tragic touch, the inevitable romantic end- hers is not a murder alone, hers is a whole by-play of human life. Hercule Poirot proudly proclaims, “Journeys end in lovers’ meeting” while Miss Marple smiles knowingly as they happily match make and fix futures of people while fighting for justice in their own way, making them the world’s foremost meddling and heartwarming detectives
3. Father Brown- G.K. Chesterton’s Father Brown, first seen in the short story ‘The Blue Cross’, 1910, is an old favourite. Despite the rather Gothic atmosphere, the scholarly outlook of the author, and the incongruous mildness of the detective (for detectives, even Miss Marple, are usually very agitated by the evil in men. Father Brown, invariably, chooses Christian forgiveness), Father Brown remains a brilliant if surprising detective. To the reformed criminal and then his friend, Flambeau, Father Brown is introduced as a mild, comical clergyman. The same man becomes a resounding power of good and mercy who changes the lives of the desperate with his love. Whether we see the books as an allegory of Christian forgiveness or a detective series with a religious undercurrent, the books, and the man himself are fascinating and worth a discovery. 
4. Flavia de Luce- A snooty, precocious, eleven year old genius solves mysteries in England in the late 1940s. If that is not fascinating enough, she is also a budding chemist, has a habit of being where she is not supposed to be and happens to live in a village which appears to be haunted by an astounding number of murders. Miss Marple would have felt right at home at Bishop’s Lacey. While her first book, Sweetness at the Bottom of the Pie, has admittedly some weaknesses, the next books go from strength to strength with author Alan Bradley’s awareness of his characters flaws and strengths showing up more vividly in the narration. For fans of cozy drawing room mysteries, Flavia de Luce will be a surprise packaged in the comfort of old-world British murders.
5. Feluda- When it comes to favourite detectives, it is hard to be objective with our very own Bengali detective Feluda. Thanks to English translations of one of the most famous creations of Satyajit Ray’s, Feluda has suddenly become accessible to the rest of the English speaking country and no more remains just a treasured childhood memory of Bengali denizens of the world. Helped with his nephew Topshe and his friend Jatayu, Feluda has a unique contribution to detective literature in India. Not only are the sensibilities of his plots very strictly maintained for a young audience, he shows a fascinating side of India in the 1970s, becoming a living social and historical study. While easy to dismiss as literature for children, it is Satyajit Ray’s genius which makes the detective so relevant, entertaining and plain, old good fiction.

                                                                                                                                - written by Ritika Palit